How it feels…

Always questioning.
Is this it?
Is this the moment that I have feared?

I gasp for air.
My chest tightens.
It feels like 1000 pounds sits on it.

I feel the pain begin.
The pain of not knowing.
The uncertainty, the fear.

My heart races.
It takes everything I have to breathe.
To fight the need to run.

This my friends is my anxiety.